honestav - Crash First (with Lyrics & Subtitles)
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honestav - Crash First (en) Lyrics
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I fill my lungs with half my worth
And try to go numb so
that I can't hurt
'Cause at my highs, I'm at my worst
And I can't fly until I crash first
Everyone's seeing me screamin',
been that since birth
Everyone's seeing this money I'm blowin',
but nobody's seeing the work
Look, Dad, I'm high like you,
for me, the pills don't work
I like digging in a bag, I
like smoking 'til it hurt
And if my eyes roll back, then
let the tears come first
Been holding those in too long
Faking it like I'm too strong
And when my eyes roll back,
throw my body in the dam
And them things in my pocket, will
you hide 'em from my fam?
Will you tell the world I loved hard?
Can you make 'em understand
That all of them things I was struggling
with didn't make me less a man?
And all of thе trauma I'm trying to
bury probably made me who I am
Think growing up broken was nеcessary,
so I could fix my fam
And part of me died on his deathbed,
holding my daddy's hand
Just tell my daughters their
father would drown if
that means they can swim
I know that it takes time,
I'm coming to get you
Walk in a straight line, I
need me a breakthrough
I'm smokin' a grapevine,
sippin' the grape juice
I'm choppin' a white line
It's gettin' harder to face you
(Oh, God)
(Yo, we 'bout to ayy, look)
(Yo, we 'bout to fuck it up)
(Ayy, Kells, tell the people, man)
(Ayy, bro, ayy, Kells, they
act like we don't do this,
man, what? Come on)
Yeah, take my hands off the
wheel, I'm speedin'
I said I hate you when I
left, I didn't mean it
Open wounds from my nose,
still bleedin'
Only you can clean me up,
I'm still fiendin'
Cold sweats, and these
meds can't treat it
No sleep, I'ma party
through the weekend
Kerosene, black smoke, I'm breathin'
Somebody, save me, I've been falling
off the deep end, uh
All I know is I don't know how
to give a fuck (I don't)
I couldn't give a fuck (No)
I never gave a fuck (No)
All I know is I don't know
how to give a fuck
Under pressure, I don't got
control of my aggression
Under the influence, I'm 'bout
to make a bad impression
On the dresser, it's some
ammunition and a weapon
And I've been smoking on this
shit since I was adolescent
36s, I'm tryna get lucky, number seven
I wonder if they got a spot
for junkies up in Heaven?
Leave a mess if they gon' find
my body in the bedroom
And they can listen to this song
if they want my confession
Somebody, save me, I've been falling
off the deep end (No)
Go, go, go, go
I'm getting closer to death
I'm getting closer
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